I have cried. I foolishly thought that making those gifs would be an okay thing to do but it was not it was horrible and heart wrenching because you can see how Jared's battling with himself over telling Peter and he can't even look at Peter and just spits it out, trying to go for casual but it's causal the way someone clings to a life raft after a boat sinks and Peter's sad and resigned and assuring? is he assuring maybe? like 'yeah, I love you too, of course I love you too, we love each other, why are we doing this, we should be doing this but now we can't stop.' and it's awful.

Oh god, I didn't even connect Peter eating the fugu with Ellen showing up and Jared thinking about going for her.

And I couldn't believe Peter with his 'It's not me that's holding you back' stuff, like Jared's feelings for him aren't important or that his feelings for Jared aren't important.

Ellen looked so pretty in that dress, but yes, she would not have gotten all dolled up to go off and fight (or whatever she thought she was going to do with Bonnie, poor, sweet Bonnie) for Jared, like what even. She and Anita need the no man sitcom for sure.

It's like as soon as Jared maybe got something "permanent" Peter just went down hill. That's it, cutting ties, maybe dying, moving away, like what even?

There going to come back and be all 'what happens in vegas stays in vegas and everything's the same and wonderful and also Damien came back in and saved Stanton so everything's just peachy with everyone now.' because they can't just not do that.